sighh.
i failed my FTT.
final theory test.
stupid enough.
WHY! T_T
im damn sad now.
really no mood.
sink to the very bottom of my heart.
still sinking.

i couldn't swallow it. because before the test.
there is a e-trial test.

i passed both the e-trial test but failed the main test.
seriously stupid enough la.
1st passed, 2nd passed, 3rd failed.
damn dumm la!
just fail that ONE and OUT YOU GO~

to people that wish me bad luck.
thanks~ you happy now?

to people that wish me good luck.
thanks~ but sorry to disappoint you.. :X

very disappointing.
seriously.. very disappointing.
i passed both the e-trial without the aids of the book.
with 90% and 94%
but failed the final one.
with lets say one or two questions?

stupid la!
damn. DAMN! DAMMNN!!!!!

ARGHHH!

seriously damn sad.
of cos i will retake.
not everyone can pass it with one try.
but still. it hits my confidence alot.
a bit lose confidence already.
i don't know if i can do it again.

sorry for those that have high hopes in me.
im really.. arghh!

stupid FTT.
also is my own fault la.
bought the text book just yesterday at 7pm
start reading at 8pm.
then sleep. and next day (today) go school.
not much time study.
look through only. then head to ubi at 5pm.
did e-trial at 5.15pm till 6pm.
passed both. so confident i wont fail the final one.
from 6pm. playing cards with joyce till 6.35pm
went in at 6.45pm
did everything. but failed.
JOYCE PASS! congrats!
i FAILED! congrats too!
=.= dammit.
think about it really very stupid la!

must really study hard before hand.
dont last min hugg on to the pillar.
it won't save you, like me!
just died. STUPID LA!
knn.. e-trial no use la.
stupid. stupid. stupid.

DAMMIT!

ok. back to something that can let me build back my confidence.
i got 4 examination subjects.
maths, microcontrol techology(mct),
program automation(progauto), principle of dynamics(pod).

i got back 2 of my term test papers already.
pod = 100/100 ( full mark ) :D
maths = 83/100 ( good enough ) :D

but for mct and progauto
i got no high hopes for it.
hmm.. can get B for both im happy with it already.
hope GPA wont drop or wont drop much this semester.

STUPID FTT!
gonna go book for TEST DATE AGAIN! >:(
TROUBLESOME!!!!!!

im so tired.
but still have to do apel letter later..
500words.
ARGHHH!!!
i can confirm plus chop,
my letter is surely short. lets say 200words?
anyway it's a pass or fail module.
not graded anyway.
so I DON'T CARE!

oyah. and sociology.
STUPID ESSAY!
400 words MINIMUM!
some one help me!!~
my English = alamak..

the only module i get D+ in poly is English.

stupid result slip.

FAILED.

well.. i can do better..

Garfield.

this sux.
what a stupid day today..
sorry to those that read my blog.
really having a bad day today.
i mean. just for that (FAILED)
it really hits me a lot.

goodnight..

Today.
school open.
monday blue.
siannnnnnnn~
there wont be any of my pictures.
but some of my classmates.

ERVIN!~

ZUL!~

HAKIM!~

PLAYING DAI DI~

ahahhaas! today lady's luck is with me.
3ppl game.
zul = 1 win.
ervin = 1 win.
ivan = 5 win.

4 ppl game.
hakim = 2 win.
ervin = 2 win.
zul = 2 win.
ivan = 6 win.

HAHAHA! pro leh!!

ervin and zul so sian~
LOL

little straw rose.

ervin eating fries.

shakina eating fries.

hakim and zul

derrick and eugene.

after school
i went to parkway borders and read FTT!!!
last min study.
the whole one month of waiting.
i didn't study at all!
tomorrow is the real thing.
=.=

read this Q&A. quite helpful

it cost $7.90
I dont want waste $ :D
so study at borders for free first!

but i still bought the advance theory.
for $3.90 =.=

HELLO PANDA!
$5.20
my favourite tibits.

my dinner.
floss bread.

coffee bread.
$3 for both.
pathetic la.

my basic theory and advance theory.
really hope can pass tomorrow!
and then can do practical!
WAHAHAHA!


.Garfield.

hahas.

bought concession for $50 today.
spend so much today.
gonna save le~

pok liao~
:P

i wanna watch drag me to hell!~
T_T
who want peii me watch :D

tmr test liao.
ARGHH!!!
STUDYY!!!
BYE!

EAST COAST PARK~

it has been a long time~
every time bring bendan out is around katong walk walk awhile only.

but today bored.
so planned to go east coast and walk walk hahas.
brought benben out today!
benben is the BLACK ONE.
dandan is the WHITE ONE!

you know what is benben & dandan?
ben dan is STUPID in Chinese.
so ben ben is STU STU.
dan dan is PID PID.

therefore benbendandan is STUSTUPIDPID lol!
no link =.= hahaha!

but actual meaning of ben is stupid.
dan is egg. LOL this is even more no link =.=
nvm~

and not bias ok! dandan don't like to go out walk walk.
so bring benben is easier.
without benben, dandan wont walk. have to drag.
very troublesome. so i prefer benben lol!
asking why i dont bring both?
troublesome la.
maybe i try bring both next time lorh.
seriously one is ma fan enough liao lols~

but at home i prefer to hug dandan.
she love to be hugged. if not super hyper active.
keep coming to you want hug hug~
haha! damn cute.

then benben don't like to be hugged.
he will like lying beside you. more tame.
but noisy if you ignore him.

if they are together.
equal SUPER HYPER ACTIVE. run here and there.
if they are alone.
then quiet. not that active but dandan will search for benben. then CRY!
but benben more independent.
lols.

they only got one bad point.
once they see food. they dont care about you and follow that food =.=
no matter how many times you call their names. no use.
stupid dogs!
lol~

but some times when they are outside playing.
i like to hide one corner.
and then shout their name
" BENBEN! " or " DANDAN! "
then he/she turn his/her head but see no one HAHAHAH!
super funny sia! damn cute.
bully sia~ LOL!

stupid benben~ :P

randoms~

ecp MAC! cannot go in enjoy aircon.
><><

ON THE WAY HOME~ in the underpass~

oya and SO MANY PEOPLE! say
ehh~~~ that small dog so cuteee~~
then all look at him~
=.=
i notice everyone's eyes only focus on him sia!
no one look up and see the owner~
stupid people!
:x :x :x :x

hahaha!
bleahh~

and next. more cute doggy hairstyle! :D:D

like some kinda pokemon right! fire attributes~ lols

yandao sia~

upskirt liao la~ haha

chio sia~ LOL

all super cute!


Garfield~

i want cakes too! :x

hungry! :(

today.
went out to school
attend meeting for bze thingy with the geeks
sry jiawei, didn't really give any much ideas hahas.
kinda helpless :x

and then had to leave to do project.
with zul and hakim. lol
but we did not do anything!!
again~ hmm.. failure~ haha
we gave up haha! seriously dont know how to do lols.

then went out with zul and derrick.
to town.
im like extra lols.
cos they same height.
then i so tall compared to them.
and they talking also looking at each other sia.
seriously people with same height have more stuff to chat about!
hahas.

me and zul. at far east toilet.
he bought tees, i save $, didnt buy anything.
guai ba~ :D:D

im so hell tired la sighh.
so sleepy too.

thats all. boring. ><

~garfield~

think young~ be young~

lols~ sure hope we will never grow old :x
nites.

hahas today i went to have a hair cut!!!

my project group decided to meet today.
and try to complete the troublesome projects.
but as usual, we start chatting and forget about it.
hmm~ how? :x

while on my way to school :D
(before haircut)

while discussing~ ervin and hakim :D :D
but only for 30mins and we gave up LOLS~
we are so " hardworking "
a bunch of lazy bums =.=

after that we decided to go gai gai~ (shopping)
lols~ hakim, ahmad, kingwa, weikang & me~
and i wanna cut my hair~

ME! while hair is still wet.

ME! hair dried :D:D

LOLS

Ivan, Wei Kang, Kingwa~

Hakim~ lol

my left view

right view

front :D

reflections of kingwa and me~
the rest go home =.=

after that we went arcade!
i complete another game of bomber man!! happy~ :D:D
then we continue gai gai~

about 6pm kingwa left and i met up with syaiful~
he dont let me take his pictures~
i will get it!!! HAHA!

uni qlo~ the jacket a bit too bright? hahas
oya see my new shoe? GREEN!!! :D:D

monster!~

hahas. abit lame~

then we walk till our legs aches.
so decided to rest at tam1 top floor the outside thingy.
and im suddenly went hungry after seeing those restaurants around there.
i pasted my face on the transparent glass while looking at the menu.
totally forgotten there is a waitress wiping the table i was staring.

suddenly she look up SHOCKED!
i was like OMG~
LOL~

she must be thinking WOAH! WHO THE HELL IS THIS?
then i was like ops LOLS! then quickly siam hahaha!
really lame seriously.

then buey tahan.
quickly go to find some food to eat :D
actually wanted to go in the restaurant de.
but paiseh later the waitress stun again lol.
plus didnt bring enough.

so decided to eat fast food.
at tam only got one carl's jr and one long john right?
and they are located damn far right?
one at tam1 basement.
one at tam mall top floor.

at first we decided to eat long john
so we walked from tam1 to tam mall.
when we reached long john.
i changed my mind and wanted to eat carl's jr.
so we walk back to carl's jr.
then after walking back to carl's jr and found a seat.
i suddenly felt like eating long john again.
so i told syaiful. let's walk back again.
HAHA! he was like
" SIAO AH?
WALK HERE AND THERE VERY FUN AH? "
LOL!!!
then we walk back to eat LONG JOHN!

HAHA!

then go home!

now here!

~and here are some story to share~
PLEASE READ TO FIND THE MORAL OF THE STORY

The Mayonnaise Jar

When things in your life seem, Almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class

And had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again
If the jar was full... They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand

And poured it into the jar.. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded
With an unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced Two cups of coffee from under the table
And poured the entire contents Into the jar, effectively
Filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, As the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life..
The golf balls are the important things - God, family,
children, health, friends, and favorite passions –

Things that if everything else was lost

And only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter Like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --
The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life..

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are
Important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things That are critical to your happiness.
Play with your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time
To clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand
And inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

Please share this with other "Golf Balls"

I just did...


~Garfield~

everyone is afraid of growing old.
i guess im too.
there is still many things i haven't do.
but im not afraid of death.
comes whenever you want!
i don't care.

plus what is god? what is ghost?
one of the topic we chatted about.
seriously i dont know.
and i dont care.

most chinese believe in buddism
most christian believe in jesus
most muslims believe in muslim's god
most indian believe in indian's god

they believe in going to heaven if they pray

heard many people saying that there is only 1 god.

but which is then the real god?
to muslims : meaning you are saying only muslims go to heaven?
other races going to hell? because mostly is muslims believe in muslim's god.
to chineses : meaning you are saying only chinese go to heaven?
other races going to hell? because mostly is chinese believe in buddism.
to christians : meaning you are saying only christian go to heaven?
other races going to hell? because only is chistian believe in jesus.
to indians : meaning you are saying only indian go to heaven?
other races going to hell? because mostly is indian believe in indian god.
or all just in re-birth?

no offense. just sharing my thoughts

so i chose to believe in myself.
:D free thinker~ :D

goodnight.